Magkailaw man madilim pa rin
magkailaw man madilim pa rin kung wala na, kung wala ka- Kandila (Sugarfree)
These lines have been playing over and over in my head. It's interesting how their songs bring back memories...even those that never really existed hahaha! It's interesting how they evoke all these emotions...these pains of break-ups (that I've never really had before) and the thrill of new found loves. I suppose that's a sign of a good song writer...one who has the ability to make the listeners feel as if the song they're listening to was about them and was written especially for them...hehehe!
It's been a while since I last wrote about my heart. I have to admit that even I do not really know what's going on with my heart. I haven't been feeling much lately. I suppose it's a good thing...life is usually less complicated when I feel less...less complications=less crazy moments *^.^*
Well feeling less doesn't mean I've gone heartless. I'm pretty sure I'm still the same girl who is usually all heart...I suppose my heart has just found a way to be finally be in sync with my brain. I know there's something wonderful out there waiting for me...or should I say...there's "someone" wonderful out there waiting for me, but I've made up my mind that I'll only give my heart to someone who loves me more than I love him. I remember telling a friend of mine before that I would rather be with someone who may not love me much but I'm deeply in love with than be with someone who may love me immensely but I'm not deeply in love with...well I've changed my mind. I'm special and I deserve only the best. I won't be giving my heart away just to anybody...he's gonna have to earn it.
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